life's an irony

muggin- critical period!!!!

2006-09-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

oh man... promos.. mind goin bonkers.. studyin everyday.. i feel that i worked even harder than what i did for o levels!!!

i thought perhaps after my promos things will be slacker and i'll be more free.. i'm sooooooooooooo wrong... activities + activites + post promo programmes + dance + pw + tas + chinese A levels + piano theory exam + wakeboarding + chem SPA + so many more~~~~~ how~~ its really true, we're busy even when we are relaxing... een busier in our leisure time.. super ironic.. hahaz..

and i think i have things to consider after my exams.. someone is making things clearer now, through actions and stuffs.. dunno should i make any move or i should continue acting blur until someone make a clear cut action.. i wish to act blur.. will that help?

people having prob with their bondings.. i like mine.. i love my clz.. coz they're nice.. though i feel awkward at times, with some people, at different timings, at different things, but i still like the bonding.. so i'm glad that i'm here..

losing things again... crap~~~~ my pencil box, reading file, personal file.. oh man.. i'm so dead.. i kept reminding myself, but it seems like my efforts have been futile.. plz.. my birthday is coming.. someone plz give me a pressent that can locate my lost items or remind me things that i have forgot or something that will prevent me from misplacing my stuffs.. i realli hate it when i lose something... oh man....

PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ

LET ME PASS MY PROMOS

2006-07-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

how nice.. my common tests are sooooooooo powderful... fail and sub pass n pass... nv got a C.. apart frm chinese lahz (duh rite? onli ppl lik arison will fail it)
i'm losing everything.. its a feelin though..
losing someone i wan but never dared to reached for it
losing someone i treasured but never want to stop it from getting its happiness
losing someone i cared but couldn't stop it from pursuing its dreams and leave me further and further away
losing my important things...
y m i so forgetful and clumsy n.. blur?
totalli ignored..

self created lyrics

2006-06-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

seriously doubt the quality of the first self-composed lyrics....

Get out

the night is still young its 2 in the morning
i'm still wide awake but everyone's sleeping
can't sleep 'cause you're still drilling a hole in my heart
helplessly i fall into this trap you've made right from the start
how foolish i was then to listen to all your humour
only now i knew you and i are just a rumour

i want you to get out of my life
i want you to get out of my sight
all the stuff you've said are just a fake
and stop all the lies you have made

i want you to get out of my life
i want you to get out of my sight
the pain you've left me will never fade
but i'm strong and you're not
don't worry, it's you i won't hate

cut your crap now
i won't buy any of your tricks
and i'll be rough if you come near me, how about bricks?
from love it generates hate
but that's not for me; i will be more than happy
to leave you, you ingrate

i want you to get out of my life
i want you to get out of my sight
all the stuff you've said are just a fake
and stop all the lies that you have made

i want you to get out of my life
i want you to get out of my sight
the pain you've left me will never fade
but i'm strong and you're not
don't worry, it's you i won't hate

mmmm
my broken heart is sealed
but the scar left is not easily healed
but there's something out there that worths more than you
so you
go away

i want you, you, you, get out of my life
i want you, you, you to get out of my sight
all the stuff you've said are just a fake
so stop all the lies that you have made

i want you, you, you to get out of my life
i want you, you, you to get out of my sight
the pain you've left me will never fade
but i'm strong and you're not
i will survive and get lost

be gone...

2006-06-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

it's late now... n i'm listening to someone's guitar playing.. hee.. sounds like a rookie but actually he's pretty good.. i can't imagine someone going to 2 schools, n he even wanted to go a 3rd school!!! scary...
tas tas tas... aj aj aj.. dance dance dance...
tas tas tas... aj aj aj.. dance dance dance...
tas tas tas... aj aj aj.. dance dance dance..
soon i'm gonna make a rap frm tis man.. hahaz.. dunno wad to sae... it's such an irony.. dun wish to let ppl now bout the blog's existance, but yet at the same tym, i wanna c how does the links n tags work... dunno lahz... n i scared to post my secrets... haiz... some things are best written in a book juz for yourself or simply keep it inside your heart.. hee...

2006-06-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

busy busy.. still dunno how to deal with this blog thing... realli com idiot.. dun even noe how to edit my name n stuff.. hee.. school ish sho hectic.... till now i haben even complete 1 single homework!!! crap... how nice..
whenever i hear this blog piano song, i feel so emotive... y? sad i guess... tis sun goin to malaysia.. but tis sun ish oso father's day... i wonder.. izzit coincidental or delibrate.. but she's a wonder women.. she couldn't do that.. can she? she's too good to do that.. how m i suppose to tell him? that sorri we can't celebrate father's day this year? hab to wait till nxt year? well, guess hab postpone it.. =>

i've done it all by myself!!!!

2006-03-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

hahaz, i'm felt a super great sence of achievement... coz its my first tym doing everything frm scratch without anione's help!! esp when i'm a computer illiterate.. changing blogskin ish the tough thing i hab to learn.. n i've did it!! although a lot of ppl may tink, "chey, lik tat onli.." but i dun care!! its me!! i lik it!! its true wad!! aniwae, its quite a miracle tat i'm blogging lorz, but nvm, gain exprience.. heez.. but i still dun get some parts, nvm, i'll try my best to figure things out!! jo, you can do it!!!

sho late n i haven turn in yet, the music is so soothing.. feeling a lot.. juz grazed my shin.. crap.. stupid moth.. chase after me, make me bang against the bed.. my leg swollen lehz~!!! it hurts... haiz.. mayb its nite tym sho ppl tend to tink more..

jo, no regrets? tell yourself, plz dun feel sorri.. u will end up hurting both parties.. stay strong.. u will pull it through.. juz bear with it n all these will pass.. believe in yourself.. i love you..

hua wen pian zhang

2006-01-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

各位先生女士大家好！！我终于有了属于自己的博客了！！虽然我觉得用华文来写很难，但我会加油有的！！先来个自我介绍。小女姓萧名诗韵，萧诗韵！此人目前住在大巴窑，但我是个聪明人，我不会把我的地址给你们的！！要的话跟我讲，我高兴的话就跟你讲！！blehz.. 现在就读于星烁初级学院，（有个变态在我的左边也在写他的博客，hahaz），现在就在本校的电脑室页。。
我出生于1989年，十月十日，刚好是台湾的国庆日，所以记得要送礼物哦！！
我喜欢吃，尤其是巧克力和零食，睡，但我不是猪哦，我特爱玩，不管是爬墙还是射抢，只要我有钱，我奉陪到底！！
以前就读红茂桥中学，超爱它！！=D
好难写啊！！why要用华文写。。。

INNOVA!!

2006-01-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

well well well... its 9.55am now n i'm in innova jc, room M103'S COMPUTER LAB!! mr chow, our chinese teacher wan us 2 create our veri own blog, sho here i am!! but i'm totally clueless bout tis thingy, sho HELP me~~~ somemore we're supposed to write blog in chinese!! n i dunno how 2 change all tis crap i'm writing to chinese.. haiz.. nvm, bless me.. =D CIAOZ!!